born to perform

i don't think i was born to perform. whenever people talk about being "born to perform" they're usually using it through the lense of, like, broadway or theatre or acting. but if someone asks me my favorite performance, they're asking about music. 

i'm a mic whore. i love doing karaoke because i can sing like i'm the vocalist of a pop-punk band without having to come up with my own lyrics.

i do have a lot of songs i'm sitting on, but this shitty Acer 14 Chromebook cannot download any software not on the google play store. i use a web based online DAW and record my guitar directly onto it. no pedals, no plugins, nothing. i have a friend who wants to collab on a song, but i haven't gotten back to them yet. i have a bunch of snippets and riffs, the hardest part is putting them all into a single creation. i have a song called Masturbating After Taco Bell is Self-Care/Tell Me, and hopefully the demo will be out soon. fingers crossed.