Life update again

Soooo update 

A few weeks ago slipped into a bitter depression era and decided that I should get proper help. Told my family and got a therapist immediately (thank the Lord!) 

Work rn is fun but like- these kids are actually wanting me to quit they're impossible to handle

My senior sunrise is soon and once again planning anything with my friends is impossible no one ever likes to do anything and I'm this this close to making my way without them this year it's our senior year and actually wanting to do things together feels like a chore to them. It's getting to a point im genuinely putting myself first.