deep shit about me just bc

ok so just here’s some deep shi abt me like stuffs i don’t usually feel comfortable with or some mental disorder i think i have but theres a lot

1: I fucking hate being babied. it makes me so uncomfortable especially when its my nana (she’s a bitch to my cousins, my mom, and basically everyone) and its like i feel forced to be the golden child because its my nana’s and everyone else’s expectations and i feel trapped

2: im patiently waiting for my relatives to ask what kinda qualities i want in a man, so i can actually list off stuff i want in a man, and when they say good, i will just start laughing and pull out a trans pin. yes i am planning this.

3: I might have autism, tourrets syndrome, social anxiety, schizophrenia, and maybe depression but my parents have never talked with a neurodivergent doctor so im not self diagnosing bc im scared of offending someone :(

and thats all i feel comfortable sharing ngl :/ sorry for ranting, and if you read through all if this? i m i n y o u r w a l l s—