Hiatus Return

life got soo busy i lwk forgor abt spacehey x_x lmao

i don't have much to update because im mostly trying to restabilize my life rn, bc i was gonna go into a correction officer academy but i ended up dropping out on day 1 bc it's just not me im ngl

like, i already knew i was anti-military (just how they treat cadets, but a human soldier is a dead soldier yk, like it's a whoooole thing), but i figured the academy wouldn't be THAT bad...

it was HORRIBLE x_x like we need C.Os but im not the pick for the job. I originally joined for background experience to be a prison psychologist anyways--def not worth going thru the whole academy for that ngl

like i can just be a regular psychologist in a silly little office with my silly little books and silly little lattes xD

but im glad i tried it, because i learned more about myself than if i hadn't, and i was able to figure out exactly what i want my future to look like

now i'm just regrouping and figuring out where to go from here. I'm currently working at a library while i finish my schooling, and will be looking into going to a grad school and maybe finding internships more in line with my career goals while i work towards a doctorate :3

but yeah, so im kinda back to square one, but it's better than being stuck in a line of work i wasn't a fan of :p