few raw journal entries; doodles + diary

Take a peak inside what I call "my mind" (my journal)  

Welcome in..

     

   

Entry:  

"It is October 8th. I have been sort of ill for the past 3 days. Stuffy/runny nose, weak, nauesous/uneasy. I dont know if I truly caught something from being around those kids or the pep rally or what. I wasnt sure if it was my anxiety either. That uneasy feeling." 

              Accompanied with the lone dog 



 
   

Entry:  

"The most tragic of the tragedies has happend today (ugh my pen was struggling) Tibbles is DEAD. I wailed! I was shocked, she was outside her burrowing hole, laying sprawled out on her stomach. I thought to maybe poke at her, but I stood on my tippy toes and her little beady black eyes were lifeless, but wide open.  

this is such as horrible pain inside me. my last furry friend and she is dead. i no longer have any pets. I just told petland i had a hamster too loool. I miss tibbles. my heart is broken. I noticed she seemed visibily older recently as well Ive been sobbing all day sigh 

 

rest in peace october 7th 2024" 

              Accompanied with objective existence  

 
 
   

idk why i draw these things even though they look liek shit to me sometimes 

  

i just let my mind wander through the pencil onto paper 

 

thx 4 reading - mouse


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thrshr

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rip tibbles :(


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thanks man, she was just a feeble little hamster but she meant so much to me!

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neptr joestar 🔞

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i like ur doodles, they add character
my diary is just writing and various objects (pics/print outs, pressed flowers, movie tickets, etc) but maybe i shld doodle also 4 the fun of it

sorry about the recent loss. i cant imagine what ur going thru, i wish u all the best in ur grieving journey


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thank u for your kind words !!!!

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