its starting (again)

school is starting in september for me.. i dont wanna goooo

these people are so insufferable i dont have any friends theyre all gonna be like "open up so we can all be friends!" what if i dont wanna open up oh my god
worst thing is i dont know if i should even study as hard as i usually do this schoolyear because they lowered the chance to get money from good grades Again and studying without getting some kind of reward from it feels useless to me

i hate everything about this school 
the teachers the classmates the events
i pray this schoolyear will go by fast

i will probably space out every single time im at school and shut down mentally like how ive been doing since i got here i hate them all