DUDE MY SCHOOL IS SO LAST MINUTE!!!! (life update 5)

so school for me starts in 3 days. Last year they sent us our schedule at 9PM THE DAY BEFORE SCHOOL! so i was expecting the same of this year. The school told us that they would be posting the schedules TODAY at 5pm. as of writing it is 8:23pm, and there is NOTHING posted. I think theyre doing the same thing as last time. We'll SEE if they post tomorrow, but i have a strong inclination that they wont post it for another 2 days. 

Last night i rewatched Elemental, and that shouldnt be a big deal. It shouldnt. but istg EVERY. TIME. i watch that i BAWL MY EYES OUT. WHY IS IT SO SAD?!?!?!? i started crying 40 MINUTES INTO THE MOVIE. and the strangest thing about it is that i never cry during movies. There are only three movies that can make me cry. Everything Everywhere All At Once, Forrest Gump, and FUCKING ELEMENTAL. PIXAR NEEDS TO BE JAILED FOR THIS/j

dont get it twisted, i love this movie. One of my favorites from disney in the 2020s. 

i honestly just want school to start at this point. Im so bored and i have nothing to do. at least school gives you something to do. I just hope i get a good lunch period :/

We got to choose an autobiography or memoir for our summer reading book this year, and there was a book that i had been eyeing for a while. The House of my Mother: A Daughters Quest for Freedom by Shari Franke is about the eldest daughter of Ruby Franke, the mother behind the 8Passengers family vlogging channel. If you havent heard of them, i highly reccomend that you check it out and watch the documentary on Hulu: "Devil in the Family". I have been following this family and the crimes behind it for YEARS now, and when Sharis book released i wanted to read it so i read it for my summer reading. it was AWESOME!! I wish i could have listened to the audiobook because i heard hearing her voice tremble as she recounted her life was absolutley heartbreaking, im just on a tight budget of free.99 ;)