𓂃⋆.˚[18/08/2025], life lately...

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i've dissapeared from spacehey and my instagram editing acc for months now, with no explanation... im so sorry guys :< i js started my freshman year on public school!!!!! it's freaking me out but i think i'll be fine :3

i also took extra lessons every tuesday and friday, 4.30 pm - 08.00 pm... it's quite tiring BUT I'LL DO EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING FOR MY ACADEMICS. 

now for some hot gossips...

my friend said that some girls from my class gossips about me, omg... they said im 'trying so hard to be cute' LIKE?!?!? WTF??? js to be clear, im a very, VERY quiet person. I DONT EVEN TALK TO THOSE GIRLS THAT DISSED ME!!!! theyre the typical popular, basic (NO OFFENSE TO MY BASIC SWEETHEARTS, I LOVE YALL SM <3333) tiktok girls... they're all VERY VERY VERY pretty, i'd admit that. i just hate their personalities... it takes more than a pretty face to intrigue me :3

and guess what? they said im 'trying so hard to be emo, she doesnt even look like that in real life' LIKE WTF OMG?!?!? IM NOT EVEN EMO... i dont have a specific fashion style, tbh :> im js... me. and im guessing that they say that because i posted a pic of myself to my instagram, where im wearing a grey top, dark grey jeans, striped fingerless gloves, chunky necklaces, and some rings... i dont even think thats emo omg... AND THEY'VE ONLY SEEN ME IN SCHOOL WITH UNIFORMS, OF COURSE I DONT LOOK LIKE WHAT I PRESENTED IN MY INSTAGRAM BECAUSE ITS SCHOOL, FOR FUCKS SAKE, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DRESS UP IN SCHOOL?!?!

(in indonesia, public schools have uniforms too)

.....and one of them (theres 5 girls) EVEN DISSED MY PHYSICAL APPEARANCE.

like wtf girl.

ik im different, ik im cool, pls stop talking abt me ;)

thats life lately for me... BYEBYE :3