18/08/2025

hello ! today it is monday, time is currently 12:01pm,, and uhh im suppose to be at school right now but instead i slept in until 11am bc i stayed up late last night masturbating (tmi ? no such thing) so now im just sitting on the edge of my bed with a finished bowl of cereal beside me.

usually i do these blogs towards the end of the day so i can recap what id done in the day but obviously my day just started so im gonna talk about what i did yesterday ! 

so yesterday was sunday, i was originally planning on going into town bc i wanted to go to the sunday markets but again, i slept in,, and i also cant drive myself yet so the family member that was gonna drive me was also asleep so it was just like, fucking whatever ill stay home. yesterday my friend got home from her mini world trip holiday thing ! she went to america, england, france, italy, and a few other layover countries but those were the mains. i havent seen her in a bit over a month so im excited to see her at some point either this week or next week (idk if shes going to be at school this week, i assume not bc yknow, recovering from a big trip like that). i was online quite a bit yesterday, reading blogs and whatnot,, seeing what other people were up to. i drew some art yesterday ! (which i have a blog posted on that,) then later in the afternoon i decided to put trans tape on bc at the time i was planning on going to school the next day so yeah,, i feel like i put the tape on pretty well, even coverage and binds good, but then i woke up with my back hurting from it so its also kinda annoying me (sensitive skin + binding tape + masturbating = trapped sweat = rash and itchy skin) so that was my bad ig cant really be mad about it,,, anyways, yesterday after i put my tape on i sat down and did more drawing, specifically im making another painted poster of a musical i like for my wall so i was doing the guidelines of it and shit, if that makes sense ? ill put pics of it below.

uhh little sector for what im currently feeling bc i feel like thats important,, im incredibly hungry, ive had a cup of tea (have that every morning) and two bowls of cereal so far but i want hot food, specifically ham and cheese pastry scrolls which i have most of what i need to make them but the ham,,, we have ham in the fridge but i refuse to touch it bc its past the use by date or whatevrr,, i could also settle for hot chips with melted cheese and gravy on top which i lowkey may just go get that but it depends if my mum will let me or if she says "we have food here at home, eat that" so eh,, having mixed feelings about the trans tape atm bc my back still hurts but i also like the tight feeling of it on my chest, its comforting,, i want a cone, but probs not a good idea to smoke while binding, plus dont have weed anyways so, uhhhh yea

thats pretty much it ig, not hugely interesting but thats fine, not everyday can be interesting. it is 12:34pm as im finishing this, and heres the photos of that poster im working on right now !

so this is what ive got so far,, and i plan on adding the paint today, or at least starting on the paint ^_^