Intro:
I wrote a blog entry not 24 hours ago about how things are going well. That was the best few hours of my life. Now I want to run away or jump off of a cliff.
Earlier I wrote about how a friend of mine was disheartened and sending me reels about depression. Turns out I know why no one likes him and why he got kicked out of our friend group. I thought he was a cool guy. I thought he was like me. Turns out he’s a bitch.
The incident:
More than a year ago I send this kid a funny picture of myself and he sends one back and we move on. Now he brings it up and we laugh and move on again. I wake up today to see 20+ missed messages and I start to scroll through them. HE HAS SENT ALL OF OUR MUTUALS THAT PIC! Now I’m definitely not bringing him to the Linkin Park concert I said I was. Now I’m going to avoid him and everyone he sent it to. Now I want to run away and die.
The future:
I am going to try and avoid everyone who has the pic until mid September when the concert is. Once that’s done I don’t know what I’m going to do. I’ve been on the edge of running away for the past year or so and this is just one more reason and pice of encouragement.
Closing thoughts:
Fuck him. I hope he grows the balls to go to therapy.
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