TW: gay as hell, venting abt my old bsf

I wish I could go back to see her again but I’m also SO glad that I can’t talk to her again. She was lwk a bad influence on me like sayings slurs and etc but GOOODDDDD I MISS HER SO BADDDDDD

I miss the way we’d laugh at her fake friends, making fun of how much of a pick me she acted around guys, especially guys. I miss how her warm hand held mine every time she pulled me somewhere. I miss the spam texts she used to send me after school so we could talk with each other. I miss her voice, the sternness of her tone when she talked. I miss her, I miss her, I miss her, I MISS HER.