y'all STILL TALK?? she did wish me a happy birthday but i didn't for her cuz i hate how nonchalant she was to what had happened to us, how could she do that after allat?! i just can't..
I think I'm just nicer to her than I should be because I loved her so much I just can't bring myself to not care, so I always say happy birthday and since mine is after hers she probably feels forced to say it to me too.. but I can't stop doing it!! i think to me its the opposite feeling, she was so important to me i cannot ignore her
and yes, things went VERY awkward and it breaks my heart every time I realize it over again when we talk lol. but its better than nothing (this sounds pathetic)
i might do it like you, but i can't stand it anymore. now im slowly leaving her, like she does, i even mute her socials cuz it hurts to even see her face for me
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camz
same lol. i lost a friend almost 3 years ago, we only talk on our birthday, i still have dreams about her and think about her regularly
y'all STILL TALK?? she did wish me a happy birthday but i didn't for her cuz i hate how nonchalant she was to what had happened to us, how could she do that after allat?! i just can't..
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how could you still talk to her like that? things didn't go awkward for both of you?
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we're the same then. yearning will be the death of me fr
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I think I'm just nicer to her than I should be because I loved her so much I just can't bring myself to not care, so I always say happy birthday and since mine is after hers she probably feels forced to say it to me too.. but I can't stop doing it!! i think to me its the opposite feeling, she was so important to me i cannot ignore her
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and yes, things went VERY awkward and it breaks my heart every time I realize it over again when we talk lol. but its better than nothing (this sounds pathetic)
by camz; ; Report
i might do it like you, but i can't stand it anymore. now im slowly leaving her, like she does, i even mute her socials cuz it hurts to even see her face for me
by amarr; ; Report