still hoping

like two days ago before bed i cried bc i missed my online friends again but when i fell asleep my head thought it was silly to give me false hope where my friend finally got online again after months of her accounts being unactive. and yknow that feeling when you wake up and youre just so dissapointed that it was just a dream and not real. LIKE WDYM I CANT SEE MY TWIN. call me a asshole but i cared about her more than my bf at the time, i cant really explain how much i care about her and id do anything for her. miss u doggy