I don't really know how to start this but I just felt like I needed to speak my mind on it. In every relationship I've ever been in it always ended the same way, with them getting bored of me. I have always been the romantic type so I'd always show my partner acts of kindness or making them little trinkets and other stuff but it never felt like that love was reciprocated, like they loved me but not in the way that I loved them and I guess after awhile they just slowly fell out of love with me. I just wish that I could have a partner who actually gave their all in a relationship like making poems based on me, telling me that I'm beautiful (like how my eyes shine as if they were hand picked from the sky or your beauty is beyond common words that sorta thing), or surprise me with random messages that say how much they love me or how things are going to be alright. I know that description probably sounds delusional and cringe but that's all I wanted ever since I was younger.

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Frank Agapov
Same here. I absolutely hate loving so deeply and then being scolded for it. :c I want someone to love me so much it borders on adoration/obession
oh and btw if anyone is interested in a relationship w me u can dm ofc :3
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this is so true. I'm so tired of this generations misconception of love/hookup culture. people don't understand what real love is anymore tbh it's sad.
Killshot
It's annoying when they fall out of love, like, how does that even happen?? But I guess when this happens it's time to wait for someone and try again...
honestly that's so relatable
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hqayts
... me to. Man, it SUCKS when I'm the only one that seems to really care for the relationship. I've always been the one who gave gifts, compliments, kind words, and midnight poems... and what did I get in return? Nothing, never. I still have some letters in which I confessed my feelings to my crushes, and some little notes saying how much I loved them. It's really sad to know that they'll never read what I once wanted to say...
sooss
I hope you find someone who loves u deeply
R0ckn_4ng3L
No youโre valid for wanting that.