I feel jealous in a bad way

Alright, so my friend moved, which I’m totally fine with, I still call her and everything, but I HATE. That she’s making A LOT of new friends, I was in call with her when she added one of her new friends and I HATED him. Not only that but they were talking a lot before I left, and I want her attention back, but I feel like a bad person for thinking this way and I lowk feel cringe,😭 I need adviceeeeee