Today was such a huge day. It feels like a bunch of days smushed into one. I think I started writing a blog post earlier and got distracted - it's probably still archived on my computer. Or maybe I posted it. I can't remember.
I drove completely alone for the first time today A round trip to my house and back. I feel a lot more confident than before. The only notable mistake I made was slowing down for a school zone on a Saturday, but other than that I like to think I did well enough. My anxiety surrounding driving was so severe before, I'm really proud of myself! I can only hope I can keep up the good streak.
The reason I went home was to grab some stuff I forgot. My dorm is now kitted out pretty much how I want it. Still couldn't find my school ID and lanyard, alongside this thingy I use to clean my blender, but I'll just maybe grab those on Thursday. I also saw Ruby, and she was very happy to see me. Lots of little kissies! :'D
After resting for awhile, my roommates decided to have some people over. I finished up tidying m yroom since they were coming over at 8:30 [having guests is a great modivator], and of course set up the living room with fand and some ~mood lighting~. Being the lamp gorl has it's perks.
We played some Jackbox for a bit, and I can't help but feel a bit insecure about how vulgar my humor is. Need to work on my comedy a bit - but either way, we all had a lot of fun! I got to meet new people! And even if I was a bit weird, I like to think I helped break the ice. I'm sure my anxiety is gonna run rampant with thinking they secretly hate me or think I'm weird or whatever, but with it fresh in my mind, they smiled and laughed a lot. Nobodys perfect, and I sure as hell am trying my best.
Hopefully I can doze off and wake up with the sun. Even if my classes start at 11:30 [a blessing], I'd still like to be up before the sun is at it's full wrath. I'm gonna love waking up to a nice, clean, decorated room. Maybe I'll even post a pic tomorrow.
Either way, goodnight blog-diary.
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Roze
Driving can be super scary the first few times alone and I wouldn't consider slowing down in a school zone on a sat as a mistake. It is a good habit to make and in the area where I live, A lot of people will take their kids to the school playground since it is closer than the park or community center. Also, Congrats on getting your room together!
Thank you! People here in Florida drive SUPER fast [always at least 5 over the limit] and don't take well to randomly slowing down, so I got instantly passed by like 6 cars when I did that... xD Still, I agree, better safe than sorry!
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sooss
How positively cute. Also proud of you for driving well! <3