Bro ive been so depressed lately..

Like I'm trying to make light of it bc that's just how I am, I hate haveing deep conversation sometimes and I cope with not being serious. But dude- I'm so fucking tired.. I'm tired of everything, of everyone. I hate talking to people now. I miss when I could actually talk to my friends for hours with out problem but now I can only deal with I wanna say like.. 5 hours?.. With friends. That's just over call tho. I don't get out that house at all, I fr locked in this fucking place till I can move out and it fucking sucks.. I hate it here. I hate this house. I hate that I'm like this...