Big Update If You Care

I haven’t updated or given much of a glimpse into my life, not because I’m a private person but because I don’t have much to update anyone on. There’s just not that much going on in my life. But now that school has started I have so much to say. Trigger warning for the second paragraph of friends.

1. My school schedule

I have an amazing schedule with all the classes I wanted only I got geometry as my last class of the day as a B period. I’m not sure what all schools have B or A periods but mine does and I hated having to take geometry with a bunch of underclassmen so much and having it as my B period that I had to drop it. That means I am now officially behind in math. What’re you gonna do :/

The only other gripe I have about my schedule is that it’s mandatory to be in a band class if I want to continue playing in our marching band. It wouldn’t be such a problem if I didn’t have an absolute BUM as my teacher. I HATE HATE HATE him with a passion. But my passion for trumpet and my friends are stronger. I’ll be dropping it 2nd semester.

2. Crushes :|

This connects to my school schedule. In one day I have 2 classes with the 2 biggest crushes I’ve ever had since elementary school. I’m not good at talking to them and stuff and end up suffering in silence. Lo and behold that the biggest crushes of my life sit behind me in history class and behind me in marine bio. Let’s call them E and V.

E sits directly behind me in marine bio while a good friend of mine, who makes me look bad in a certain way, sits in front of me and his friend sits in front of him AND A MELLO PLAYER THAT I KNOW SITS IN FRONT OF THEM! V is also in that class but sits one knight away (like from chess).

V sits behind me in history. Right behind me. Along either side her there’s only one other person I know in that class. She was in my history class the year before and sat RIGHT BEHIND ME THEN TOO. I didn’t really even talk to her back then since I had lots of good friends in that class ;-;.

3. Friends

I have almost no friends from years prior in any of my classes but I have really good teachers and classes. Except for English and Band. I’m all alone in my weights class but I’m making friends. I’m not just a weightlifting student but I’m in a leadership position in that class so students look up to me. How are they going to do that when I cry after getting told off by a teacher? Idk but my hopes are high.

It’s my friend’s birthday in September and I’m taking her to a Linkin park concert on the 15th. The problem is that I also invited 2 others and it’s on a Monday. The Monday part is only a problem since I’d be missing some marching band practice which I’m okay with. One friend said he couldn’t go because of marching band and he didn’t want to miss it. That’s fine, good even. The big problem is the other guy I invited has nothing going on then, he bought himself a poster already, and sends me linkin park related reels along with really weird things sprinkled with “im not okay” reels (i.e. “what if I never existed” and the like). He’s also been kicked out of a major friend group I’m in before I joined or knew. I hope he’s okay but I’m not spending another $80 on tickets or letting down the birthday girl. If this makes me look bad then I’m sorry because it’s such a more complicated situation than words can express.

4. Closing remarks

All in all I think this year will be amazing and I’ll write another blog/update when I have more to write about. I’ll see you sometime in September or in 2026 at the earliest.