My Life Update

soooo...uhhhh i was a little too hateful in the other post, i promise i am not like that :p

currently i started at my first job in a office, i am a temp there but everyone is kind to me and i really like to work there and learn new things. I am studying too and will go to college next year and i am finishing my courses sooo... yeah. One of them is the english course which I really like and the other one is a technician in international trade that i also am interested at.

also i am writing my book, Final Surgery and looking forward to finish my others.

and i am debating with myself if i am aroace, a aroace lesbian or just a lesbian. Was I always a lesbian aroace or just aroace? Or a lesbian?

i thought i was aroace until 2019 when i had a crush on a girl. And then I thought I was a lesbian in 2021 but I didn't want to date girls conventionally. Like, for me it would be like a friendship you know? But we would go on dates, have fun and exchange gifts. I don't know, I am weird.