Reverie

Reverie

//a state of being pleasantly lost in one's thoughts; a daydream.

Hi, it's been a while that you don't chat me. It's been long enough, well maybe because the orientation week is over and you don't need my company anymore. Yesterday we had such a great day. It's exhausted, outrageous, confusing, but We're together.

You and me come in this new city with no familiy or relatives. You only have me, so as me that only have you nearby. I come first and went quiet completely, i stay in this boarding house and just stay there, locked myself alone. I feel like i dont have anyone here. Then you arrive, my only highschool friend that went to the same college as me. You ask me to go out, i'm elated, i feel like i have a hope, i'm alive again now that i have you. Someone i knew from my old town. Little did u know, night after we went out, i smiled. I smile with pure joy, smile that have been absent in my face for a few past week. I relaxed.

Then we hit by those orientation day's task. We have to prepare stuff like nametag, cheerleader pompom, and other silly stuff. We agree to make it together. Video call at night preparing the stuff for tomorrow morning. You come to my boarding house and bought some food, print, any else. People stare at us like a couple. I'd be glad and don't give a damn. We work together in some coffe shop and finish at night. It was dark, cold, it's rain too. We walk together in a road right beside our uni. The city was beautiful at night. I cherish your presence tho. There was a time you shared with me that you feel not okay, and you said i will be the first that you'd call when you someday really sick. You miss your home, so as i. We complete each other, we fullfill each of us. I don't have friends yet, there are few but im not that close. You're my only hope and i enjoy your company a lot. I hope we stay longer.

Now it's the last day of orientation week, i saw you having fun in your cluster. You seems famous, you made lot of friends, everyone tryna get your attention. I was sat with my cluster mates, it's easy for me to make friends, to make people want me but i don't trust people easily. I prefer to stay with you.

I sigh in the way home. 

Looking around, reminiscence our presence last night. 

Your eyes that towering over me as you're way more taller than me. I gaze at them as a precious gem, i saw my entire old town, our town in your eyes. You feel like home.

Where are you now?

You didn't call me yet. I feel so alone again.

I miss your company, buddy.