Does staying home too long makes you insane?

HEYYYYY super boring past week i fear i did absolutely NOTHING. School was closed for 3 days because of events like mother days, science fair whatever BUT it also happened to be the weekend so guess what I had FIVE days in total of no school, this should be great news right? unfortunately for me, no. Contrary to popular belief i like going to school, i get to hang out with friends and buy unnecessary amounts of food and snacks but initially when i heard school would be closed for awhile i was in the mindset of "I get to be productive and study a bunch!" since college entrance exams are in a few months, famous last words because all i did was play Stardew valley and watch Dr.House MD.

Normally if I was feeling productive on a free day I would just go to my near by workspace, it's quiet and you can have snacks while studying BUT here comes the series of unfortunate events because that week was science fair week in my area WHICH MEANS there'll be people coming from out of town to this event WHICH MEANS...traffic BUT not only that the workplace was IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FAIR so...if i want to go to the workplace i had to get my poor mother to drop me off at the entrance gate and i had to WALK through the crowd of swarming people, and when i say SWARMING i am NOT exaggerating, to GET TO THE WORKPLACE and even if i did get to the damn workplace there was no guarantee there'll be a place to sit because the place is quite small and it's busy sometimes so was it even worth it at this point? Traffic and crazy amount of people aside the fact that the weather last week was RAINING THUNDER did not help, i woke up late looked at the sky outside and decided i should just give up.

SO i stayed home for 5 days while it was pouring down, how was it? extremely boring. Imagine a crazy person in a white room with the white psych ward outfit thing on, that was me. I tried super hard to be productive but there was this gravitational level pulling me to doomscroll and do nothing all day BESIDES it was raining like come on now also i noticed when i stayed home and do nothing for too long i start to overthink? maybe it's because when i stay home i don't really talk to anyone and I'm in my own head al the time so when i try to sleep I really couldn't? when i go to school I'm often tired so when i get home i just knocked out but when i stayed home i just miss my ex and overanalyze till i fell asleep. Recently i get flashing memories of my ex now and then?? I was over him a week ago I swear but I dreamt he apologized last week and now this is happening why? ref take me out of this misery. There were things for me to do but it was the same things as last week and the week before that and the week before that...study physics, do math, learn Physics, do math(engineering problems) I think I'm burnt out? I've lost motivation for these goals because I've been doing it for so long but there's no progress. I'VE FIGURED IT OUT damn i was wondering what was wrong I thought it was my depression again.

BUT great news guys it's Saturday i have TONS of work and projects dues next week it finally feels like i have a purpose so I feel less insane now thank you

writing this might've made me figured out im burnt out and i need a different way to study because I've mostly just been sifting through lessons and reading but I'm wayy better at learning by actually doing the thing so maybe I'll change to just do the practice exams with level 1 knowledge and learn later! It's like when I play a game and i skip to the tutorials and go straight into the game without knowing jack shit about it I learn better like that^^