best girl ever

another night you're not here, i wait for you to come back but i don't think you ever will. 

another hit and another dose of spite, i know you don't deserve it but rotting here for you makes my organs curdle with time together we will never have again. Hey at least dying gets me close to you.

i think i just made it all up in my head, and i hate myself even more for that. just another person in love with you, even if i cant discern if its romance or chaste. 

i could have endless lovers and enemies but none of them can fill the hole you left, even when i try to fill it with rocks from these posers that i make feel the way you made me. I understand the rush you get from it. The rush of being hated, craved. Devoured. 

Hope you think of us when you're filling your own void with that losers cock. i hope he tastes like me and i hope you never forget the smell of weed and vanilla chapstick shame when you sneak out of my place. 

one day he will kill you. 

i could never say that to your self absored ignorance. oblivious to everything but your own vanity. 

one day he will kill you.