I hate going out with my family, mostly if my mother's involved...

To even go out to my aunt's house, there needs to be a discussion of some sort. First with my grandmother trying to command everyone like in a dictatorship, my uncle with something someone didn't do and now is mad, and my fucking mother and my clothes, like, ik what I can wear to go to my aunt's house for a celebration of the Mother's Day that is only the close-knit family.

BUT FOR MY MOTHER NO, I want to wear a beige t-shirt with cats that's something casual and FOR THE OCATION, and first she says it's a shirt, that I should wear something more 'girly' and a 't-shirt' that she choose for me, that had buttons and a pattern I don't like, that I've tell them I really don't like and how she ended slapping me on the face and in the process cutting my lip from inside. 

What I try to say is, a shirt like that, that have a big V-neck and I've said hundreds of times I don't like yet she still force me to wear and threats me that if I don't wear it she'll take me out of the sport I'm practicing and more things, just because I want to wear what I like and not what SHE likes...

Anyways, I'm starting to get a headache and hate my life more than I did before, mostly hate Mother's Day more than I didn't before...