im crazy like actually

every night when I dream I go to this "dream world". I will be driving and navigating around as if I have lived there for years. in this dream map there is reoccurring people that don't exist in real life as well as people that are in real life. There is indescribable things there. Every day I look forward to sleeping because I love life in my dream world so much, it almost feels like im Hannah Montana living two lives or sum thing. my real life is buns I love escaping to my dream world its totally different from real life in every way except that I do the same kind of activities that I do in my real daily life. I have a job there, I drive around, talk to people, go shopping, smoke, get food, just like in real life. I always am able to recall my dreams for a while once I'm awake. when I wake up I'm disappointed that I'm in "real life" and not dream life. Part of me wonders if I somehow am like magically going to an alternate universe when I sleep and then when I sleep in that universe I'm here in real life. But I don't like wholeheartedly believe that im just sayin. who knows. but one thing I do know is that I am crazy bonkers nutso. I know nobody's gonna read this but I felt the need to share somewhere