2026, not too long now.

i can't believe it. this year has gone by so fast. it's scary. i can't believe it was almost a year ago when i turned fifteen. i can't believe it's been so long since i had a mohawk.. yikes. 

on february 25, 2026, i will turn 16 years old. i used to dream about this when i was younger. i always fantasized about attending highschool. which is funny, because it actually sucks. i vividly remember in fourth grade, i thought, "i can't believe i'll be in 6th grade in two years! i'm so excited!" wow. how funny, because middle school sucked. it sucked especially because i was a girl.

i got the infamous "my friend likes you" prank in 7th grade, and i also got it on the very first day of freshman year. i hope the boys who did that to me are doing horribly.

now that i'm a bit more developed, i feel slightly confident about how this year might go. last year, i realized, that instead of normal people acting like assholes... they acted like.. normal people. funny. even when i dressed like an idiot, they were decent towards me. so i'm optimistic now. i no longer believe everyone wants to rip my throat out and scalp me. joy!

i'm also excited for halloween. i might go as randy marsh.. or maybe just a vampire. i'm constantly wearing fangs anyway just for fun. maybe, i could even go out as ghostface and chase people around. but probably not.. since i don't have friends living near me, it would just seem creepy for me to do that all alone. 

i can't wait for christmas, honestly. free presents, the slight feeling of stability i get from it, nice music that i unironically enjoy.. pretty nice!

i welcome winter with open arms because summer is a total bitch. happy almost but not really new year!