nepotism + friends SUCKS SO BADDD UGHH

Soo I have two close friends that I care for deeply, yeah? Me and one of my friends (who I'll call Amy) has been looking for jobs for a while. Every few months (during the times that people hire the most) I look for job applications and apply, while Amy has been looking for jobs consistently, even a year before I do.

So here comes in my other friend, let's call her Maddy, who asked us about making a resume about two to three days ago. And then guess what! Today she told us she got a job after only apply to one other place. And you know why she got that job?? Because her dad works there!! ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ )

IM SO PISSED OFF WHAT DO YOU MEAN?? She legit got a job sooo easily despite never having applied before and never even caring about getting a job. She doesn't even have much experience (at least that would be related to what she's working with). And sure, this might be a little rude but she's also not that responsible. Like yes, I'm jealous ofc, but it's not because a friend got a job before me, like if Amy got a job I'd be totally fine because she's been looking for a while. And I have other friends who got jobs from co-op or from applying. But then here comes in Maddy with less volunteer experience, who made a resume last minute, who only applied to ONE JOB before she got another one all because her dad works there. 

And then when I was like "oh u got a job so easily" she was like "yeah! I'm so surprised!!" Like why the hell are you surprised? You clearly got that job because your dad works there, no offence. She even acknowledged later on that the people hiring probably wouldn't have looked at her resume. Like wtf, how is this fair??

I'll admit, I'm jealous as fuck. I'm also pissed, not sure if it's really directed at her or at the fact that no one can get a job nowadays where I live unless you have connections (its the latter mostly ofc). I don't want to be upset at her, it's not her fault really, but I'm still mad in general. It pisses me off, like wtf am I supposed to do?? It's not my fault I'm not connected like that. And it's also blatant nepotism, there's no hiding it. It's so obvious. Like it's sooo obvious but whatever whatever. At the very least she could've offered me and Amy help .-. /hj

 I feel bad for being upset, Maddy is my friend, but I also feel like it's unfair. Ik life is unfair, but I can still be mad about it, which I will be! This shit pisses me off gjesdfknekafnjekfsm

I just want a job to pay for things T^T