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I’ve only really been causing issues for them, and they’d really be happier without me… I shouldn’t have returned to their life, I’ve done nothing but ruin stuff for my own gain… like I really am a horrible friend
I’ve been struggling to accept this, since they’re who I considered my best friend… I struggle to call them that now, I don’t feel like I’m worthy to do that after everything I’ve been doing…
Also I’d be even more lonely without them… it’s selfish of me, but I still can’t bring myself to leave them.. even after realizing this
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EMP3R0R_M0TH🍃
Hi again, we all do some shitty things. I have a somewhat friend that's done the same, and I admit, so have I if it worked out in my favor. I know you said you don't have a way to contact them atm, but when you do, I would still sit and talk about the way you feel. Listen to their tone, see if it sound disinterested, or they're just brushing you off. Sometimes it's our own feelings that cloud the truth. Also, if you want, apologize. The reason why I'm saying if you want to, is cause I understand that in order for some things to not escalate, it does have to be kept to yourself despite guilt that may come with it. I really hope everything works out well for ya, and I'm gladly here to help!
Also, loneliness can damn well suck. I understand feeling like they may be the only person you have. It's not selfish to want to have someone around you. Sometimes our loneliness can turn into desperation, so we want to make things work. But of course, communication is always gonna be the first step.
by EMP3R0R_M0TH🍃; ; Report
Thank you again T_T you’re really helping me feel better about this all… I’ll try to follow your advice and hope for the best
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Of course! I Like giving advice where I can I want things to work out for ya!
by EMP3R0R_M0TH🍃; ; Report