Another late night rant from yours truly
So, for context, I'm on vacation in the south of the country for the month, in my grandpa's house, and the previous 2 years were... dull. Well, until around the half point of August last year, when my friend I've always hung out with when I was here introduced me to his friend group, and we all immediately clicked. Everything was so awesome that, ever since I left in September, ive been aching to come back. Fast forward to this year, and Im back. For the first 2-ish weeks everything was going amazingly, we were all hanging out together, having fun, cracking jokes, it was perfect. Until it wasnt. I started getting outed, ignored, left out, to the point that I'm back to where i was before, only seeing my bro I know since childhood. No disrespect to him, I'm so thankful to have him around, it's just... why did this happen? Did I do something wrong? Or were they just hanging out with me for the novelty of seeing me after a long time only for it to wear out to the point they got bored of me? I dont understand, and it's killing me. I thought this year's vacation would be one to remember, but perhaps I jumped to conclusions too soon. I miss them already and I'm still here just a 5 minute walk from them at worst.
So yeah I can't hold friendships for shit, goodnight
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