damn i feel rotten

I'll make this public because no one will see it anyway lol <3

so for a long time now i feel like my life is wasted meh

like i know i have to do something but

i can't

I feel like I'm not capable of anything, like I'm useless

my head feels so heavy

my whole body, actually

I can imagine that I could use a walk to improve my condition but

but as luck would have it, the weather has been some kind of crap lately

and even if the sun sometimes appears, it seems to me that it will kill me

damn I am worthless