Small college rant

This blog WILL cover sensitive subjects! So if any of the following things may ruin your night or even just make you uncomfortable please get some water, take meds if you need them and avoid this blog! Your mental health matters so much more!

TW/CW: Stalking, sa, college, ocd 

Also I don't know how active this place is anymore! However it used to be pretty active an on my old account I made a lot of "confessions' blogs about tea from my day to day life and also true crime so if that's something you're interested in its probably what you will find a lot on my page. Along side movie and film reviews and recommendations! 

Now onto the Rant!

I start college again Monday. Last time I went to college I was stalked and sa d which messed me up really bad. Now that the perpetrator is jailed. (BYE BISH) I feel safer trying this whole college thing again. I am afraid. I never thought too much into it because- he's gone and that means safety but I'm not so sure. I'm afraid of running into another lowlife monster- or being targeted  or even just the busy schedule affecting my ability to get better. 

On top of that I'm struggling to find the money for my books. Which is stressing me out. My ASL prof has been very strict about us getting it and having it first day. 

On top of that.. I suffer from OCD. I have an irrational fear of smelling bad to the point that I used to throw fits just so my mom would pick me up to shower. Pushing 20.. that's just not okay anymore obvi. So girlies! Please please please drop hygiene advice. Also Any college or safety advice or encouragement you could possibly give.