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i dont think i have for a long time but i tricked myself into thinking otherwise. like do i actually like drawing? or do i just force myself to do it because im desperate for attention and i dont have another way to get it because im a talentless loser? when i sit and think about it i dont feel anything. i dont feel anything when im doing it either. and it just hurts more in the end because nobody even likes it in the end so its just a bad cycle that gets worse. am i asking too much? i would be happy with 45 notes i dont need much. it should hurt but i also dont feel anything at all
i dont like anything anymore and it scares me
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bro i feel the exact same way, its like a never ending cycle of thinking i can feel happy again then something happens and its like a trigger, i feel sad but in an empty way or maybe hurt? and the only way to get rid of that feeling is to convince myself that i dont feel anything at all