STORY TIME Xb YAY!!! XD

okay so I was going to school and I ride the bus okay well when I arrive at school, I see my friends and sit in the gym with them and then that is when I spot a another ACTUAL F#CKING SCENE KID and I got so excited because I have never seen another scene kid in real life who can actually dress scene unlike me, but then I learned their name later on that day but anyways his name is Skylar and I then during lunchtime when skylar and his friend sat down a few seconds later he looked at me and well pause really quick!!! okay listen I don't socialize with people that well and especially people who have something huge in common with me anyways unpause well he looked at me and I acted casual and just smiled at him and then a second after I had done that he got up and gathered his stuff and sat at my table and so did his friend and then lunch was over because its junior high guys so that makes sense. anyways

NEXT DAY WHICH IS TODAY

okay so yesterday my friends well mostly lovely had become friends with Skylar which encourages me a bit to be more social to Skylar which then later I had my phone on as we were in the gym and it wasn't on the lock screen but I didn't realize I had my phone on though lol but anyways my home screen wallpaper had gir from invader Zim on it and it was colorful and he said to me "I like your wallpaper"  and when he said that I looked at him and said "hm oh yeah thanks" 

OKAY EXPLANATION TIME:

okay so first of all I want to be friends with Skylar because he seems cool and not a drama causer and I've always wanted a scene kid friend because then if I did I would so much in common with them most likely 

EXPLANATION TWO:

okay it is hard for me to socialize in public even with Skylar is because I want to make a good first impression and not make a mistake and socialize makes me nervous because I'm always thinking what if they think I'm weird or something and even becoming friends with Skylar would mean I had reached two goals one of them is having a scene friend and the other means I have made a friend and actually socialized with a new person for the first time in a very very very very very VEEEEEEERY long time because I used to stay in a circle with my own friends instead of socializng  so yeah but I mean online I can socialize most times without problems but it is just socializing in public you guys understand what I'm saying?

but I mean I don't know if this is relatable to you guys or not and please don't think I'm weird for this please don't