Two steps forward

It gets kind of tiresome to see people close to you making things with their life's and you are just stuck, like I know it's just how I see things and I'm probably all wrong, and I also know life is not a race, and everything comes when the time is right, but I just celebrated my 20th birthday a few weeks ago, I haven't dated anyone and I haven't been pursuit romantically ever, and I know it's stupid but it gets me thinking what is wrong with me and the worst is I know the answers, but is not just that.

Work, college, life is like going a step forward and then then behind.

And I've been reminding myself day to day this quote "the important thing is to make it not when" but still some days is something I can't help myself from thinking.