Can you guys help me? What do you think about this?

So, I’m taking a course to improve my grades, and in this course, it’s kind of like a small school. Anyway, in my class, there’s this guy that I think is really cute. I joined not too long ago, so I ended up catching the attention of the people in the class. They’re nice, and at first, they were curious about me;-;

So, this guy during the first few weeks  kept looking at me all the time! One time, he sat in the chair in front of me and put his arm on my desk… I didn’t say anything because I’m shy about everything, but I thought it was kind of suspicious. Later, he moved to the front row, and then out of nowhere, I noticed him turned around staring at me. When I looked and saw him, he quickly turned back to face the front. Then after a while, he did it again! But I pretended I didn’t notice.

A few days later, he randomly picked up my strawberry eraser and asked if it was a strawberry, lol. He caught me off guard, and I didn’t really know what to say, so I just nodded… Then we had a break for the holidays, and I didn’t see him for a whole month. But during that time, I realized I had a crush on him.

Now classes have started again, and it seems like he doesn’t care about me anymore! Well, that’s how it feels. I might seem like a serious person, but honestly, it’s just because I haven’t made any friends there yet, so I act serious out of insecurity.

Anyway, classes just came back and I’ve only seen him for two days so far, so I’m hoping it’s just in my head. Because honestly, if he was really interested in me, he definitely caught my attention. But it’s weird .. yesterday he didn’t even look at me (at least I didn’t see him do it) 😭😤

Look, I have zero experience with love. Maybe I’m just getting carried away? Or maybe I jumped to conclusions thinking that finally some guy was interested in me — and especially a guy who’s totally my type. Well, that’s it haha. I just wanted to share.

I know this is silly but it's the first time something like this has happened so I have doubts and I wanted to know someone's opinion,Like, my friends at school don't care about what I say so I'm talking here ☜(ﾟヮﾟ☜)