My first digital artwork

Tbh I have done digital art before but they were like trial an all not with a full project mindset and it's also my first artwork on Krita. I am going to take part in that trend with JVKE's "this is what winter feels like" song and this transition with my eyes and then digital art eyes. I am working on the project and make every artwork with different aesthetic of my own.. cause I don't fully belong anywhere :D 

This is the first one and I am practically venting here cause the biggest heartbreak here is that I unknowingly deleted the file which stores all the layers 😭😭 so I only have my artwork and no layer which I can fix through (If I have to) making difficult but anyways here you go..