Blog 7: What a year (vent)

to believe that I have somehow become a shut-in... 

I originally joined Spacehey to make friends and feel connected to people again. I made some friends, tried my best to start conversations and keep engaged in conversation. Then I forgot space exists for ten months. In those ten months, I have been having a hard time. It's such a complicated situation; I don't know how to put it simply. 

Just the last few months, I have been so sick that I haven't been able to do much. I'm finally getting better. I felt better 3 weeks ago and then broke a bone. That's keeping me inside now. I'm slowly getting back to all my usual activities, but it's still so hard. 

because I'm sick and have a broken bone, there are so many doctor appointments. I'm still too busy, but that's what was the original cause, plus other complications I won't get into. 

all the high expectations are too much, I'm burnt out from life.