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i want more friends. i cut off idiots from high school and now i need to go out to make friends by myself. i really want to, and i make plans to go to clubs and events, but i get so nervous on my own that i just dont :( i need friends!!

im starting to get into baldurs gate again too. i like it a lot. i hope its not a hyperfixation, i think id cry, esp with college starting in a couple moths. it also feels a bit lonely that nobody really wants to talk about it... its too nerdy, lol