love is dumb and i love it

 my whole life i've been a simp for certain people, idk why really, i just saw that person and *poof!* i fell in love with them.

 but honestly, thats not been healthy for me, it never ended up working as a relationship, but i never blamed the other person, only me, after all im the dumb one for simping randomly, yknow. one of my most recent cases was also the longest of them, lets call this girl as her

 me and her study on the same class, when i met her past year i instantly fell in love, all that romantic novel shit passed through my mind, etc... we turned out to be close friends, the type of friendship two best friends (male) would have, and honestly i was happy with it, well, i was planning to confess to her one day, but i still liked being her friend.

 one year passed by, february was the month i decided to confess to her, around the time we would get back to school, but then i discovered she started dating... man, that broke my heart so fucking much, i didnt even get mad with her or her boyfriend, i only felt sad for being dumb enough to not confess in time. (and holy shit i've suffered for a long time because of this)

 but, sincerely, i grew out of it, i still fell a bit sad, but i learned from this that i should take action as early as i can, and that not always i will get what i want, so... if you want a suggestion: suffer, suffer until you cant anymore, not to hurt yourself, but to grow yourself more stronger each time!