DO MONSTERS FEEL ALONE?

bout of loneliness kicked me in the head, yet i feel a little selfish for feeling bad about it

its nothing crazy, i just feel like i chase a feeling ive never even felt and cant find, and that im running in circles

its easy for me to feel undeserving, like im the monster in my own life, the antagonistic force, and yet i do good, i know i do good, and i remind myself i do good