why do i ?

she loved me until the end.

yet i can't stop but feel like it's her fault

that i no longer blend in with crowd.

i burnt down our memories, now all a blur

while she was making others that she liked better.

did she ever appreciate the time i gave her ?

or was i just her personal bench warmer ?

why do i hate my friend ?

and why isn't hating her a bother ?

i think she hates me too.

but i won't take the blame,

she was such a fool.

and our friendship was nothing but a leg pull.

maybe i was the fool all along

for ever thinking our bond could be strong.