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hello spacehey friends!! this might be a bit of a different type of of blog entry than what i was doing, since i really want to talk about my wonderful kamioshi: michishige sayumi 

sayumin was born on the 13th of july in 1989 in yamaguchi, japan! and ever since she was born, her beauty has been something undeniable  she joined morning musume in january of 2003, at just 13 years of age, as part of the 6th gen alongside reina, mikitty and eririn. although at first sayumin didn´t stand out much, and when she had just joined, since her vocals weren´t as strong as the other girlies vocals, she got much hate  but even if sayumin did express later on how much she battled with her insecurities, at the time, she put much thought and effort into her cute confident girl persona !!  which turned into her signature charm and made many people start paying + attention to her... in 2012 she was passed the h!p and momusu leadership from risa, and it marked the start of a new era: the colorful era! ,, to which it concerns me, sayumin was a great leader, she loved her members dearly, she loved performing with fukuchan "suki da na kimi ga" and "aishuu romantic", she genuinely trained soso much and worried so much about the group, she put up with maachan's antics (hehe)  and always kept her professionalism, she earned the respect of the public and started such big trends as the usa-chan peace... on 2014 she announced her graduation from momusu, and it was so iconic, her graduation also marked a record because of how many people wanted to be there for her graduation, sayumin's print on j-pop is something soso serious and real such as the tremendous love i have for her: i met her for real this year, i started searching and watching content of her this year, the same year she announced her retirement from the industry, a topic that makes me tear up just by bringing it up,  knowing that i won´t be able to see sayumin perform again makes me soso sad, but at the same time i'm well aware about the fact that it is mostly due to her mental health ( she was diagnosed with ocd ) and she needs her well-deserved normal life, i hope sayumin always remembers her idol years gently, even if there were moments where i'm sure it must've been hard for her she never stopped giving it her all, and trying over and over again, sayumin inspires me so much to be myself, to not be ashamed of wanting to be cute,  her message, though overlooked, is so powerful, she taught me how to be cute and confident!  she taught me that cuteness was not a weakness, but rather something to be proud of, and that´s something i'm so grateful for, sayumin... you will never read this but i hope you know a 16 year old argentinian girl loves you dearly, with her whole heart, and wishes that wherever you are, you are happy and loved, just like how you deserve and have always deserved 

     today's song rec: kawaiieditparty - 道重さゆみ

if anyone actually took the time to read all of this, thank you soso much, it was mostly a dump of feelings and admiration which i needed to get out one way or another hehe