i got into the mental hospital right after making this accoung which is why i wasnt very active.
anyways, like i said, im getting released soon and idk how to feel about it since i dont feel well enough for the "real" world but all my therapist wants to do is give me adhd meds that drain my hyperactivity but also everything else that makes me, me. like i didnt have any energy during because of those meds. i was a walking corpse which is why i dont want to keep taking them.
i´ll try to update when i can
(madw this while being high sorry if its weird)
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randomgamecube
sorry to hear that you are going through this. i also have adhd/neurodivergence and those meds, vyvanse/adderall just sucks the life out of me as well. i refuse to ever take meds again, really drugs in general.
i also used to be a heavy flower smoker for years but that just made things worse on my life so i quit that at the beginning of the year.
to this day i am still learning how to work around having adhd but have made good strides on creating a plan and schedule that works for me and allows me to still be productive when i need to. i hope over time you will find the same!