STEAMING HOT TEA, LIKE LORD READ MY GOSSIP AITA TYPA SHI AND INDEED I AM TwT

Well i don´t have any friends to discuss all of this with sooooo, here i am doing it here with strangers so lets start this shi...

Spoiler: it is about me, my bf and a professor, so when I say REALLY HOT TEA i really mean it.

It all starts when i took an extracurricular course at my university, the course was taught by this professor whom we will call Victor, he's just 3 years and a half older than me, so it was weird taking class with such young professor, but that's what happens at university ig, anyways i did 2 friends at this course AND THIS IS KEY, we as stupid students started to have like a crush on him, kinda, we started makig comments betwen us like "omg he's so hot i'll marry him" "He's absolutely my type, inteligent and caring" "Just imagine being his gf lol, what a blessing" Typa shit but what we never expected was: HE ACTUALLY STARTING TO TALK WITH ONE OF US, BITCH GUESS WHO D:

So yeah we started talking, but its important to me to give you context of some things that he did before this, so first he absolutely gushed about my homework, wich to be fair its really good but not that good to be gushing about it, the thing is, my friends showed me the commnents on their homework and they weren't as elaborate as the one they left in my homework, so that was interesting lol, then one day on the group chat he commented something about a dessert they sold in the cafeteria and i made a joke about it, the thing is he started using my joke to refer to that dessert wich my friends notice and made fun of me about it.

THEN THE LAST ACTUALLY SUSPICIOUS THING WAS: we started chatting, it started with the joke about the dessert, but we started to talk about more deep stuff wich i'll  be telling you later, so he already had my number, why? i have no idea because bitch you can't tell that that's my number on the group chat because it doesn't have my face on the pfp neither my name, so i think he just guessed? so... he added me to his contact list, that's why he could watch my stories there, and i added him since the beggining because i mean he's the professor of course i added him lol, he responded one of my stories and yeah we started talking soooo no need to do this shit:

At the beggining of the class he started talking about the final project that he had left, but he started asking questions that were strongly linked to the characteristics of the case that I was going to work on in my project, characteristics that only my case had. NOT ONLY THAT BUT HE ASKED THE WHOLE CLASS: Is someone's case related to this caracteristic? Raise your hand AND OF COURSE I WAS THE ONLY ONE WTFFFFFF, so he proceded to say: Well you have to search this concept, well the class ended and again my friends were like "omg he exposed u" BUT NOT ONLY THAT ONCE AGAIIIIIN, I was about to leave when i hear: "Hey, wait" i turn and OF COURSE IT WAS HIM and i said like oh yeah tell me, AND my friends fucking ran, so i was there alone and he told me: "Oh,are you the one who is going to make the case about this thing true?" and i said yes thats me, and he told me oh yeah then search about this (the exact shit he said in class) and i was like oh sure yes i'll do it, and i FUCKING LEFT WITH THE FACE RED AS RED IT COULD BE, and of course my friend were losing it, and once i told them what he said they started with "IT WAS A FUCKING EXCUSE TO TALK TO YOU" bitch i couldnt deny it IT WAS SUSPICIOUS. 

Anyways the course ended and we keept chatting like hours at night, and the convos started to go deeper and deeper, pretty philosophical, pretty personal, he used to praise me a lot as a person, and give compliments that I had never received before, about the values I had and about my intellectual abilities, but not in the way that everyone does, it seemed that he really thought them through in detail and from the heart. So the littel jokes tha me and my friends did at the beggining started to feel real, I was actually falling in love daaaamn TwT

So THE TEA ITS I HAVE A FUCKING BF and at that time i was sooooo mad at him because he humiliated me, made fun of me and my depression, made comments about my weight, among other very degrading things, so we broke up. and i told Victor about it the thing is WE AREBACK TOGETHER because, to be fair he accepted his fault and promised me to change  (Im an idiot I know) so again i told Victor about it wich he responded with "I know its hard, once i had a relationship like that so of course i understand that its hard for you to end it all, but just know that you are an amazing human being, and whenever you're ready you can get out of it, you don't need anyone like that" BITCH I CRIED MY LUNGS OUT, but after that he started to left meon read, he never were rude or anything just started to leave me on read, an then one day he texted me and asked for advice, Maybe I didn't give the best advice but it was my honest opinion, after that we talked a bit about random stuff, not deep topics like before and he stopped texting, i feel like probably he hates me LOL, also i notice that he hasn't change his profile picture lately, he used to do it often, and same with his status, same thing with his stories, im kinda scared that he is hiding his stories from me, I don't know, maybe I'm just paranoid, but idk i have that gut feeling, and about my bf i still can´t forgive him but he scares the shit out of me, so i dont feel free to leave him, the last time i tried he almost lost it and i was horrified, i think i just want to know if Victor hates me or something :c 

That's all that i want right now, so what so you think? He hates me or someting?