i went to the county fair and witnessed my death lol? | 8/8/2025

new blog time. hi guys

yeah haha today was like a movie. which movie?? uhh um. truman show. today was freaky as fuck.

earlier today at 5 am (after having my 4th dream about losing my teeth within the span of 2 months) I woke up feeling very tiny and small and weird. I opened my eyes and it was like my room was just massive all of a sudden bro it was creepy as fuck. my arm moved on its own like it was trying to grab something that I was too small to reach, so it just lingered there until I felt normally sized again.

I didn't know that was something that could happen but here we are. let me know if this has happened to you too. if it has , did you also feel something watching you ??

idk LOL nothing to say besides that so 7 HOUR TIMESKIP. my family and I are getting ready to go to the fair, i'm alone in my room when all of a sudden I remember just how many people have died this year. therefore(!!), I am definitely the next in line, so i begin having vivid premonitions of my death, visions that all take place at the fair. so hard to remember them all now but it was something about a ride breaking and shit-whipping me to the ground, slow and painful death, whatever. it would make more sense if I could Bluetooth to you what I saw but we just don't have that technology yet. sorryy

it was kinda weird though cause i'm never paranoid about those sorts of things, despite how sketchy these fair rides are. regardless I fully believed I was dying today but did nothing about it. and listen im not a pussy or anything but like... you can't argue with a vision bro. never really had one before this, but when you see yourseld die like right in front of you (not REALLY "in front of me" but yk I saw it through my Eyes) shit gets scary... idk man....

but as we've both probably assumed right now, im still alive because im writing this. and the rides were fun but not as much as they used to be. maybe its cause I didn't have to work there this time (cause if I work first, then i EARN my right to go on rides and fuck around, thus making it more fulfilling !) but like idk... something was off and I don't think I was the only one who thought so. it's like my family and I were the only 'real' people there bro it was so weird,,

like okay maybe I was just overstimulated, whatever but I swear to god it was like I was losing my fucking mind the whole time. I still feel like that-- my room seems bigger again, so maybe I am but idk. maybe im even jinxing myself right now........ maybe ill just spontaneously keel over and die before the clock hits 12. that'd be pretty interesting.......... if I don't come online ever again then you know what happened to me............

but let me know in the comments! do you think:

a) sleep deprivation has kicked in

b) gone insane

c) coincidence

or d) you will Die tonight

??

LET ME KNOW. I got a Penis Fidget Toy at the fair too btw, so it was a good time. I think this thing will be my one vice (I have one other vice actually) ... my saving grace........... if I keep this stupid fucking penes with me every day then i'll NEVER DIE..........

but im not off the hook yet. im going to another fair, a really cool and awesome one later this month, like the day before I go to the deftones concert. maybe THAT'S the fair I die at, but i kinda hope not. it'd blow balls if I really did just fucking die there... especially right before deftones. we paid big money to get there and it wont be quite as fun if people are mourning and im a shitty little ghost.

or....... mayhaps....... im manifesting my own death into existence by putting this much thought into it....... mayhaps I should stop talking about this.............. Either way someone's gonna die so I think we should all manifest that it's none of US okay. thaknks. im not insane, let me know if Premonitions are normal and cool!  in t he commments below!

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