Rants and rambles because my central ac is broken

My AC went out and since i live in texas its basically a death sentence. But luckily we have multiple AC units (The central AC went out) and fans. Its important to note that my "room" is a new piece of the house and is basically separated by poster like boards. I like my privacy so i always keep my door shut but this time I really couldnt because its 100 degrees outside which warms up my room a bunch. So I keep by door open to let cool air in. But my mom doesnt want anyone to see my room because its ugly and filled with hand me down furniture. This wouldnt be a problem if there werent any visitors. But my sisters boyfriend and brothers girlfriend always fucking visit. Im not annoyed at my brothers girlfriend bc shes sweet and i like her company but why are both of them always here. You have ac at ur house go spend time there?? 

I had to close my room for the whole day which makes my room super stuffy and uncomfortable to be in. Plus i have 2 birds in my room with an outdated HEPA filter in my air purifier. Have you ever been in an abandoned building or been in a room that has a thick layer of dust? Imagine that but being super hot and humid at the same time and thats my room. 

Because of this ive been staying in my moms room! But i still want to stay in my own room because my birds are there....

All this heat is making me super moody and hating. It doesnt help that I dont want to go outside because of the visitors and im super hungry. I havent eaten anything in 7 hours and im so hungry.. My mom said she would buy smth for me (yayy!!) but she said it would be for dinner which is much later (no.....)

Also my sister went out and she got a notif that her package was delivered. So she sends me a text being like "heyy viviseo! go outside and get my package" and im like "okay dear sister!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Then i go outside!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the very very hot outside!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and its not there so I wait!!!!! in the scorching hot heat!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and its not there so i pull out my phone and text her like "heyyyy!!! is it in the mailbox????????????" and shes like "probs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

its not in the mailbox and she immediately goes into panic being like someone stole it and im so hungry and hot and i just hate everything and i know im being dramatic and i sound crazy Im just so hangry and I had to go outside my room and pass by my brothers gf while looking like shit.. why cant i just look like shit at my own house i want them to go back to college rn