my ex bestfriend

i miss my ex bestfriend and i regret blocking her sometimes but i know it was for the better. she now does drugs, smokes, drinks, and everything basically. i wish i couldve prevented this but i  know it was inevitable. i worry about her a lot even though she probably despises me now. her mom posted about her having seizures and i just hope and hope she doesnt pass. shes an amazing chef and i hope she uses that talent to open a restaurant one day. i miss when we were kids playing ddlc and going to the mall together. she got me into cosplaying which is a big part of my life now. i wish i could thank her but i watch in silence. i love you g, i just didnt wanna go down the same path as you. <3