crashing out silently

WHERE ARE MY EUROPEAN PEOPLE DUH school starts in one months 😭😭 im not mentally nor physically prepared for this ngl. Haven’t had my summer glow up yet 💔💔 IN MY HEAD I WAS SUPPOSED TO GET A NOSE PIERCING AND DYE MY HAIR BLOND BC IT LOOKS PRETTY ON OTHER PEOPLE AND I DIDNT DO ANY OF THIS. I was also supposed to have my drivers license 💔 IM NOT GIVING UP GUYS, MOTIVATE ME. AND BODY IS NOT TEA DUH ITS HOT CHOCOLATE and this is NOT good 😭😭😭 ANYWAY, kinda just sharing my thoughts rn bc i’m bored. I think i’m gonna be lesbian, im GIVING UP ON BOYS istg you do NOT tell ME that you’re gonna "text me occasionally" WHEN U WERE FCKING LOVEBOMBING ME FOR THREE WEEKS TF IS WRONG W U. literally cried my eyes out. Like, i get that ur maybe going through something but i told u OVER AND OVER AGAIN THAT U COULDVE TALK TO ME AND EVEN IF U DIDNT WANT TO I THINK I JAVE EVERY RIGHTS TO BE FRUSTRATED BY THE FACT THAT U LITERALLY LET ME DOWN. 

Yes i’m ragebaiting. 

TO ANYONE WHO READ THIS ALL ILY 😝😝😝🫦🎀