picking a major suckz ass

very early on i really wanted to get into art and animation but my mom talked me out of it . (with the rise of ai doesnt seem like ill even be able to) so i wanted to get into law then but SHE AGAIN said its gonna get me nowhere wtf youd think id stop trying to please her but noooo then i said id get into biotechnology and she said noooo get into medicine so i wanted to get into pharma med which is like basically drug research and stuff its very cool to me but my moms low iq ass keeps thinking that means ill be a pharmacist and she said shed rather i dont go to uni if ill js work in a  pharmacy . 

 idk why it JUST hit me that IM the one whos signing up for shit anyway and i can either go to a public uni or get a scholarship if i do well and i in no way have to even ask nor tell my mom what i wanna study and its like a door in heaven opened to me 

and at the end of the day you only live once and i hope everyone remembers that the money doesnt matter if ur not enjoying life anyways 

i need a few months to completely de attach from my mother pleasing mindset (thats utterly failing cuz at the end of the day shes genuinely projecting on me and i cant please her )  and pick MY own major TOT