my life has been rocked i can't believe i really saw them all (ptv, sws, mcr)

ok, um what the helll, dude, like i am reeling still because wdym i saw ptv, sws, and mcr within a month of each other

these shows were like literally the best things ever, cause like i bought the tickets like 6 months in advance, so the anticipation was killing meeee

and like i still can't believe that it like actually happened 

these people who made this music that means so much to me were literally in front of me, playing these same songs for me and a whole bunch of other people who have their own attachments to the music 

and hearing all those people join in on the musicians playing is just like so beautiful, idk it's making me want to tear up just thinking about it rn lol

but yeah, i saw sws and ptv with my cousin and a friend of mine, which was very nice 

sws were so good i feel like after their new album comes out i should go see them if they do a headlining tour cause they put on an awesome show and i think it would be super fun

and ptv played so many good songs the only thing i would've wished for is a bit more love for selfish machines since that's my favorite album, and we only got disasterology which is amazing, don't get me wrong, but like all the albums got multiple songs and not selfish machines :(

but yeah, i was able to get an la exclusive t-shirt, which is pretty sick in my opinion, and our seats weren't bad since it was the forum 

and then mcr at dodger stadium omg 

like a little over a week before la night 1, i ended up getting tickets for me and my brother to go to night 2, since he had been asking to go, and they ended up being cheaper and closer tickets than the ones i got in november 

so i unexpectedly got to go to both shows, which, looking back now, if i hadn't been able to go to both, i would be experiencing majorrrr fomo rn

and yeah, they were amazing, the setlists were so good, and i just never thought i would ever see them in concert, so this was like a dream come true honestly 

i heard so many amazing songs, and i got to experience it with my friend n1 and my little brother n2, which is so amazing 

i like really still can't believe that like gerard way was like in front of me like wdym (with plenty of people in between us, but that's besides the point lol) 

and like mikey way wth?!? 

i literally can't comprehend that it's really over, and ik i sound kinda crazy, but these are literally my favorite bands ever, and it's really up in the air if they are gonna continue touring, and the fact that they happened in quick succession like that is really making me feel like i'm going crazy lol

i just am soooo happy i got to have these experiences, and i really love these bands, so i'm just full of joy for myself and everyone else who got to see them (or will soon)

my bank account isn't the happiest with me, but like i don't even really care rn cause these were more than worth the money in my opinion because like wdym i heard an unreleased song played live for the first time ever?!?

but yeah, i love all of these bands a whole lot and cannot contain it anymore lol

but also like, ik it's not super likely, but like if mcr were to put out a new album and i end up loving it (which i more than likely would) i like feel like i have to do something drastic idk

i've always kinda wanted an eyebrow piercing, or maybe i'd dye my hair or something, but yeah mark my words here, and if that ever happens, i will update on this promise lol

so yeah, thanks for reading if u did lol