Highschool

Today, or maybe yesterday 'cause the date changed-- was my first day of high school. 

I was honestly shitting my pants! 

I was so scared everyone was going to judge me and laugh and just be mean in general. I was scared that no one in my class would like me and I'd have to be alone for 3- maybe 4 years!

But one person sat next to me. And I followed them. They talked to me. 

Two guys made a class GC on snapchat, they asked for my snap as well. 

Nobody laughed. Nobody made fun of me. Everyone was so nice. 

And I decided to flung it and say something in the GC. They didn't just straight up ignore me! I talked to my classmates. Half of them! 

I found out just how many same interest and how similar we all are. And they're all so accepting. We told each other our pronouns. And they didn't even laugh when I said I'm agender, panromantic-asexual. And it's great. 

All of us love movies. We joked about when we will hold a class movie night. 

Mind you, I've never been included in anything like this. And I think I'm genuinely going to like this class-- this school. 

I've always hated school. It made me have panic attacks nearly every day and made me truly want to give up, but maybe, maybe this will be different. 

14.08.25 update !